Read some of my older post in another blog, it's my own healing blog that's why it's private only!
I am glad I have recovered pretty well in the past 1 year, picking up the pieces in my life, gainning a new "hobby" and settling down well in my new department.
Towards the end of the year, ppl tend to look back in the past 1 year what they have acheived. I would say for me, I acheived alot. I got into numerous troubles as usual, but I could crawl out of them by myself most of the time which was a great improvement from the past where I have to depend on others to bail me out.
That day, an old friend added me in facebook, I have forgotten her. But nevertheless when I saw she is a fren of 2 of my frens, I added her, and she msg me immediately! It turned out we were from the same JC and CCA and Uni. We shared abit of our life now and I am glad she is enjoying her job as a tour manager. It's something different from what most of us chose...a 8 to 6 desk job, something I hate in the past but well...I am in it too. And reality set in when she mention it was ard 8 yrs since we left JC... T.T I am nt tht young animore... sighz
In facebook a uni fren uploaded a pic of me in Uni yr 1. I look so much younger back then -.- It brought back lots of memories... memories on how we gt thru our lessons and went shopping after that. Amongst those, I particularly remember I use to go Orchard every wednesday after my Maths lecture. It will always be the 5 of us taking cab to Orchard for makan session~ but sad to say I nv keep in contact with any of the other 4.
I realised thoughout the years, it's easy for me to make friends, but hard for me to keep them. It doesn't help that I can't remeber names well. But I am very happy that some would still remeber me.... :) This blog used to be frequented by my friends, but due to my lack of discipline to update regularly, I guess they don't visit here animore.
My nxt blog will probably be abt my Taiwan Trip, I would like to leave a post here abt it, in years to come I can reminisce abt the trip.
Been buzy for the past 1 week >.< Frens came from sarawak, so went dinner with them on 2 days :) Let's see what I did for the week....
Monday: work work work...tuition tuition tuition
Tuesday: Lin came SG !!! Took them to ECP for dinner.. then city sight-seeing, then back to hotel.
Wednesday: Went Marina Sq with them, dinner @ Lerk Thai... Got 2 nice bag from one of my fav shop ..juz nice Sale keke..
Thursday: Lin they all went back le ^_^v Went Union Sq with my colleagues n some classmates. Grr, finally lost my cool when my colleagues were late XD, somemore i rush down from Tuition XD, actually by then I abit no mood le.. but it turn out well aniwae.
Fri: Dance Lesson followed by more Union Square! I was dance terribly on friday T.T but heck.. I wasn't expected to dance well aniwae..
Sat: Marathon Day! Tuition then met PF they all shopping @ Mango Sale then back in Hougang for lunch with my family. I finally bought a dress that is long enough for me and a white top which PF strongly discouraged me to buy, but i <3 it. Oh ya and a super bright green top keke. Some of the pieces I tried are nice, but no occasion to wear.. there was this black sexy top tht both pf n pris bought..I oso liked it but really no occasion.. haha I cannot imagine wearing like tht go out to chill.. it kinda give ppl wrong impression but it suits Pris n PF kind of their style.
Sun: Went KTV with Pris they all in the evening. Had a fun time time singing my lungs out.. opps actually I juz wanted to go there sit n clap. Dinner was good though.. the sotongs were superb!
That conclude last week. This week is monthend close.. been buzy since yest,... I need a break!
Had a tiring day today. It's Monday plus last nite slept late. The coffee my colleague passed to me n pf this morn came handy, haha thx to their email marathon on last friday :)
Backup most of my data in office finally, now I feel so much safer, the lappy abit sotsot. Started migrating my msn today >.<> sound like some kids playing irc..opps that's me in the past XD)..nowadays I feel ps giving my old msn out >.<
Hopefully I can successfully migrate all my frens :) Now the list in my new msn look pathetic haiz. Found some old fren though, they got lost in my buddylist till I message them ask them whu they r, then realised I have nt spoken to them for years >.<
My computer was threatening to breakdown juz now...refuse to boot up sianz.. after coaxing it for near 30 min, it finally boot up T.T sianz..
Got lots n lots of DVD waiting for me >.< Today colleague pass me somemore.. too many DVD too little time.. Gif me 48 h a day!!!!
Celebrated Father day juz now @ Vienna. The food is good :) At least Dad enjoyed it as well as my mum, bro n sis. Walked ard Challenger juz now, finally gt my portable hard disk n card reader.
I finally squeeze some time in the noon to buy some ingredient for my cake-making hobby. Had a fun time browsing the shelves of NTUC for the stuff ^_^ gd thing I am familiar with AMK Ntuc. After tht stop at Poh Kim to pick out Part 3 of my F4 show. Juz nice I spotted a sequel of a serial I used to love watching - Stolen Heart 2. It's a pretty gd show abt a ger with some psychological problem tht causes her to steal.
After dinner, I went popular to pick up 2 more cake/muffin books while my sibling trying to figure out what CD to buy for Dad. Finally we all agreed on Air supply for him.. n fei yu qing n liu wen zheng for mum.
Made lemon yogurt cake in the night. It was ok except I added too little sugar n the lemon was too sour.. It was funny seeing my bro eat n his face all cringe together. My sis was saying it really "whet" up appetize and suggest if my bro is tire during his camp duties, he can take 1 bite and stay awake thru out the day XD.
Haha, nvm lah at least the cake is soft n fluffy thx to the new cake mixer machine I bought on sat nite :). It's a gd investment, last time too lazy to buy, when my mum heard abt me wanting to buy but no time, she said dad could drive me there haha.. so juz before dinner we headed to AMK courts to get the machine.
Wonder what I will do nxt :) will flipped my new recipe book n check out one by one :) My sis is looking forward to me baking a birthday cake for him next month. Hope I dun disappoint her.
This week is gonna be a hectic week for me XD My frens is finally coming to Singapore. Keke, well its suppose to be me gg Sarawak since 2 years back, now it become they come visit me. Gonna spend my evenings showing them ard. Come to think of it, I promised to go Aust to visit SY, Canada to visit Luan a few years back. Guess I lacked the courage to fly there, but I will some day when I get too bored.
It's 1.06 am in the morning, and I am still blogging -.-" I am ready to be a panda tomolo XD
Whew... the weekend is here :)
Had captain ball with my colleagues on thursday. It was fun!! though I din run much... The game was in risk of being cancelled as more and more ppl backout, but luckily we managed to start with 10. After the game, we went to Chomp Chomp for dinner :) Almost ended up @ subway, but heng I managed to divert them to Chomp Chomp- Nt tht it's near my hse but the food there is irresistable! The stingray and sotong is superb! The hokkien mee and carrot cake is sumptous .. Opps.. I am drooling while typing this..
After dinner went home. Did called my baby sis if she wanted supper, but she sounded rather down. Haiz, luckily whenI went home, they were glued to Jurassic Park 1. Guess the TV help cheered them up instead.
Yest was a super buzy day. Tot tht my boss go on leave, I can slack a little :x but thts nt the case. I ended up more buzy than ever! We walked out for lunch since PF wanted mangos. I finally had yong tau hu, keke a simple yet fulfilling lunch :) It's good! Pris had a lunch tht looks more like breakfast, but her bao reminded me the giant bao I had in Malaysia haha..
Had Salsa lesson in the evening, the lesson was ok, made a few blunders. Went Union Sq with my classmates later. Guess I am getting used to going alone without the two girls. Perhaps it's too demanding on my side haiz.. sometimes taking a step back will be happier. I admitted i was alittle emo at first but well, it wasnt as bad as I tot. I gt tok to some classmates, there is always one of my demons ard, the most impt thing - I have a chair :)
Enuff of updates, got to go arrange my tuition. Argh I dun even know if there is tuition today XD
Today is a day I hate the most. Juz recalled the last 3 father days, we din celebrate. No wonder when I said I wanna celebrate this year, my dad was abit taken aback. At first I tot maybe he paiseh or something, but now I know why, he has nt forgotten tht day - the day we planned to celebrate father day with him n grandpa together for the 1st time and my grandpa chose to leave. 4 years down the road, none of us has forgotten this day even my dad, the strongest in my family.
I din sleep well the whole nite, I was waiting for someone to appear in my dream, to tell me he is ok. But he din come. My mum console me saying perhaps he has already recarnated, but is it possible? I promised nt to cry today, but I did in the morning. On my way to work, my dad ask me to remeber him in my heart, let bygone be bygone. It's easier said than done. Even if I wanna move on, things will still come back to me and remind me. But I am determined to move on, so today I will still go for all the stuff I had planned to go.
Yest I went Union Sq with zh n kh. Dunno y I agreed to go, but partly coz I wanna help Zh, partly coz i wanna go and the most is coz I wanna move on. I remembered I used to go out with a bunch of frens even if it means I am the only gerz. Dunno when and why I suddenly stop doing tht. But well, it turn out pretty well last nite. One of our classmate turned up and crapped the whole nite.
Went home ard 11 plus, gt woke up by sms at 12.30am and 1.30am >.< and subsequently almost every 1-2 hr I woke up once and go back to sleep. Maybe tht's y he couldn't come to me in my dreams. Perhaps tonite he will..
Woke up with a terrible tummy ache.. which soon develop to cramp that came in intervals >.<>.<
Decided to go doc.. Called a cab from office and came a Maxi cab..those big kind.. abit shocked, Pric, my colleague, was stunned when she saw the cab. The ride was bumpy adding to the queasy feeling in my tummy.
In the clinic all wearing mask, feel like asking for 1 too >.< *stressed* doc concluded I had mild gastric flu and prescibed 4 bags of medications which need to be take approximated 0.5hr from each other. The best part is that it all caused drowsiness, which made me slept the entire noon.
Managed to upload the photos we took in Ubin, >.< I look terrible in them, but well.. the rest look terrific. :) Guess I wasn't feeling in great form tht day haha. Opps a terrible excuse for looking terrible in photos :)
Heard this nice song from Queen of no marriage:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmlEBZ2BVsg
Went to Ubin yesterday, had a fun time there with a few colleagues. Came back with bruises as usual.
The day started off with meeting at 9am. A little glitch there, one of colleague off both her phone >.<, luckily it is up to the other car to contact her. So early morn we had a brief “discussion” on backup should she fail to be contacted keke before I dashed out to meet the rest. Can’t believe I was the first to reach the bus stop, I tot its suppose to be the guys waiting for the gers?? But well, no one really take me as a ger >.<>.<>.< luckily this time round there r no one ard us. Haha, it was funny thou..Opps sorry shouldnt laff at her “shi tai” sight.
After this we cycled back to town. By then I am already drained of energy, my leg was wobbly. But I managed to cycle back with JS keep telling us to be careful. Guess it is his nature to warn everyone to be careful. At town, I was so bushed that I could juz fall asleep sitting there. KH manage to open his durian and share the spoil with everyone. I was too tire to eat, however all those who tried said it was super good.
Guess everyone had fun J Thanks to all who turned up-Pric (Drama of the day), PF and KZ, QH (“Culprit”), KH, ZH,JS.
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Read some of my older post in another blog, it's my own healing blog that's why it's private only!
I am glad I have recovered pretty well in the past 1 year, picking up the pieces in my life, gainning a new "hobby" and settling down well in my new department.
Towards the end of the year, ppl tend to look back in the past 1 year what they have acheived. I would say for me, I acheived alot. I got into numerous troubles as usual, but I could crawl out of them by myself most of the time which was a great improvement from the past where I have to depend on others to bail me out.
That day, an old friend added me in facebook, I have forgotten her. But nevertheless when I saw she is a fren of 2 of my frens, I added her, and she msg me immediately! It turned out we were from the same JC and CCA and Uni. We shared abit of our life now and I am glad she is enjoying her job as a tour manager. It's something different from what most of us chose...a 8 to 6 desk job, something I hate in the past but well...I am in it too. And reality set in when she mention it was ard 8 yrs since we left JC... T.T I am nt tht young animore... sighz
In facebook a uni fren uploaded a pic of me in Uni yr 1. I look so much younger back then -.- It brought back lots of memories... memories on how we gt thru our lessons and went shopping after that. Amongst those, I particularly remember I use to go Orchard every wednesday after my Maths lecture. It will always be the 5 of us taking cab to Orchard for makan session~ but sad to say I nv keep in contact with any of the other 4.
I realised thoughout the years, it's easy for me to make friends, but hard for me to keep them. It doesn't help that I can't remeber names well. But I am very happy that some would still remeber me.... :) This blog used to be frequented by my friends, but due to my lack of discipline to update regularly, I guess they don't visit here animore.
My nxt blog will probably be abt my Taiwan Trip, I would like to leave a post here abt it, in years to come I can reminisce abt the trip.
Been buzy for the past 1 week >.< Frens came from sarawak, so went dinner with them on 2 days :) Let's see what I did for the week....
Monday: work work work...tuition tuition tuition
Tuesday: Lin came SG !!! Took them to ECP for dinner.. then city sight-seeing, then back to hotel.
Wednesday: Went Marina Sq with them, dinner @ Lerk Thai... Got 2 nice bag from one of my fav shop ..juz nice Sale keke..
Thursday: Lin they all went back le ^_^v Went Union Sq with my colleagues n some classmates. Grr, finally lost my cool when my colleagues were late XD, somemore i rush down from Tuition XD, actually by then I abit no mood le.. but it turn out well aniwae.
Fri: Dance Lesson followed by more Union Square! I was dance terribly on friday T.T but heck.. I wasn't expected to dance well aniwae..
Sat: Marathon Day! Tuition then met PF they all shopping @ Mango Sale then back in Hougang for lunch with my family. I finally bought a dress that is long enough for me and a white top which PF strongly discouraged me to buy, but i <3 it. Oh ya and a super bright green top keke. Some of the pieces I tried are nice, but no occasion to wear.. there was this black sexy top tht both pf n pris bought..I oso liked it but really no occasion.. haha I cannot imagine wearing like tht go out to chill.. it kinda give ppl wrong impression but it suits Pris n PF kind of their style.
Sun: Went KTV with Pris they all in the evening. Had a fun time time singing my lungs out.. opps actually I juz wanted to go there sit n clap. Dinner was good though.. the sotongs were superb!
That conclude last week. This week is monthend close.. been buzy since yest,... I need a break!
Had a tiring day today. It's Monday plus last nite slept late. The coffee my colleague passed to me n pf this morn came handy, haha thx to their email marathon on last friday :)
Backup most of my data in office finally, now I feel so much safer, the lappy abit sotsot. Started migrating my msn today >.<> sound like some kids playing irc..opps that's me in the past XD)..nowadays I feel ps giving my old msn out >.<
Hopefully I can successfully migrate all my frens :) Now the list in my new msn look pathetic haiz. Found some old fren though, they got lost in my buddylist till I message them ask them whu they r, then realised I have nt spoken to them for years >.<
My computer was threatening to breakdown juz now...refuse to boot up sianz.. after coaxing it for near 30 min, it finally boot up T.T sianz..
Got lots n lots of DVD waiting for me >.< Today colleague pass me somemore.. too many DVD too little time.. Gif me 48 h a day!!!!
Celebrated Father day juz now @ Vienna. The food is good :) At least Dad enjoyed it as well as my mum, bro n sis. Walked ard Challenger juz now, finally gt my portable hard disk n card reader.
I finally squeeze some time in the noon to buy some ingredient for my cake-making hobby. Had a fun time browsing the shelves of NTUC for the stuff ^_^ gd thing I am familiar with AMK Ntuc. After tht stop at Poh Kim to pick out Part 3 of my F4 show. Juz nice I spotted a sequel of a serial I used to love watching - Stolen Heart 2. It's a pretty gd show abt a ger with some psychological problem tht causes her to steal.
After dinner, I went popular to pick up 2 more cake/muffin books while my sibling trying to figure out what CD to buy for Dad. Finally we all agreed on Air supply for him.. n fei yu qing n liu wen zheng for mum.
Made lemon yogurt cake in the night. It was ok except I added too little sugar n the lemon was too sour.. It was funny seeing my bro eat n his face all cringe together. My sis was saying it really "whet" up appetize and suggest if my bro is tire during his camp duties, he can take 1 bite and stay awake thru out the day XD.
Haha, nvm lah at least the cake is soft n fluffy thx to the new cake mixer machine I bought on sat nite :). It's a gd investment, last time too lazy to buy, when my mum heard abt me wanting to buy but no time, she said dad could drive me there haha.. so juz before dinner we headed to AMK courts to get the machine.
Wonder what I will do nxt :) will flipped my new recipe book n check out one by one :) My sis is looking forward to me baking a birthday cake for him next month. Hope I dun disappoint her.
This week is gonna be a hectic week for me XD My frens is finally coming to Singapore. Keke, well its suppose to be me gg Sarawak since 2 years back, now it become they come visit me. Gonna spend my evenings showing them ard. Come to think of it, I promised to go Aust to visit SY, Canada to visit Luan a few years back. Guess I lacked the courage to fly there, but I will some day when I get too bored.
It's 1.06 am in the morning, and I am still blogging -.-" I am ready to be a panda tomolo XD
Whew... the weekend is here :)
Had captain ball with my colleagues on thursday. It was fun!! though I din run much... The game was in risk of being cancelled as more and more ppl backout, but luckily we managed to start with 10. After the game, we went to Chomp Chomp for dinner :) Almost ended up @ subway, but heng I managed to divert them to Chomp Chomp- Nt tht it's near my hse but the food there is irresistable! The stingray and sotong is superb! The hokkien mee and carrot cake is sumptous .. Opps.. I am drooling while typing this..
After dinner went home. Did called my baby sis if she wanted supper, but she sounded rather down. Haiz, luckily whenI went home, they were glued to Jurassic Park 1. Guess the TV help cheered them up instead.
Yest was a super buzy day. Tot tht my boss go on leave, I can slack a little :x but thts nt the case. I ended up more buzy than ever! We walked out for lunch since PF wanted mangos. I finally had yong tau hu, keke a simple yet fulfilling lunch :) It's good! Pris had a lunch tht looks more like breakfast, but her bao reminded me the giant bao I had in Malaysia haha..
Had Salsa lesson in the evening, the lesson was ok, made a few blunders. Went Union Sq with my classmates later. Guess I am getting used to going alone without the two girls. Perhaps it's too demanding on my side haiz.. sometimes taking a step back will be happier. I admitted i was alittle emo at first but well, it wasnt as bad as I tot. I gt tok to some classmates, there is always one of my demons ard, the most impt thing - I have a chair :)
Enuff of updates, got to go arrange my tuition. Argh I dun even know if there is tuition today XD
Today is a day I hate the most. Juz recalled the last 3 father days, we din celebrate. No wonder when I said I wanna celebrate this year, my dad was abit taken aback. At first I tot maybe he paiseh or something, but now I know why, he has nt forgotten tht day - the day we planned to celebrate father day with him n grandpa together for the 1st time and my grandpa chose to leave. 4 years down the road, none of us has forgotten this day even my dad, the strongest in my family.
I din sleep well the whole nite, I was waiting for someone to appear in my dream, to tell me he is ok. But he din come. My mum console me saying perhaps he has already recarnated, but is it possible? I promised nt to cry today, but I did in the morning. On my way to work, my dad ask me to remeber him in my heart, let bygone be bygone. It's easier said than done. Even if I wanna move on, things will still come back to me and remind me. But I am determined to move on, so today I will still go for all the stuff I had planned to go.
Yest I went Union Sq with zh n kh. Dunno y I agreed to go, but partly coz I wanna help Zh, partly coz i wanna go and the most is coz I wanna move on. I remembered I used to go out with a bunch of frens even if it means I am the only gerz. Dunno when and why I suddenly stop doing tht. But well, it turn out pretty well last nite. One of our classmate turned up and crapped the whole nite.
Went home ard 11 plus, gt woke up by sms at 12.30am and 1.30am >.< and subsequently almost every 1-2 hr I woke up once and go back to sleep. Maybe tht's y he couldn't come to me in my dreams. Perhaps tonite he will..
Woke up with a terrible tummy ache.. which soon develop to cramp that came in intervals >.<>.<
Decided to go doc.. Called a cab from office and came a Maxi cab..those big kind.. abit shocked, Pric, my colleague, was stunned when she saw the cab. The ride was bumpy adding to the queasy feeling in my tummy.
In the clinic all wearing mask, feel like asking for 1 too >.< *stressed* doc concluded I had mild gastric flu and prescibed 4 bags of medications which need to be take approximated 0.5hr from each other. The best part is that it all caused drowsiness, which made me slept the entire noon.
Managed to upload the photos we took in Ubin, >.< I look terrible in them, but well.. the rest look terrific. :) Guess I wasn't feeling in great form tht day haha. Opps a terrible excuse for looking terrible in photos :)
Heard this nice song from Queen of no marriage:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmlEBZ2BVsg
Went to Ubin yesterday, had a fun time there with a few colleagues. Came back with bruises as usual.
The day started off with meeting at 9am. A little glitch there, one of colleague off both her phone >.<, luckily it is up to the other car to contact her. So early morn we had a brief “discussion” on backup should she fail to be contacted keke before I dashed out to meet the rest. Can’t believe I was the first to reach the bus stop, I tot its suppose to be the guys waiting for the gers?? But well, no one really take me as a ger >.<>.<>.< luckily this time round there r no one ard us. Haha, it was funny thou..Opps sorry shouldnt laff at her “shi tai” sight.
After this we cycled back to town. By then I am already drained of energy, my leg was wobbly. But I managed to cycle back with JS keep telling us to be careful. Guess it is his nature to warn everyone to be careful. At town, I was so bushed that I could juz fall asleep sitting there. KH manage to open his durian and share the spoil with everyone. I was too tire to eat, however all those who tried said it was super good.
Guess everyone had fun J Thanks to all who turned up-Pric (Drama of the day), PF and KZ, QH (“Culprit”), KH, ZH,JS.